| Location | Leicester |
| Age | 56 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 03/11/1950 |
| Date of Death | 27/07/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,089 since 27/07/2007 |
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this site was originally started by my sister catherine...when my dad first passed away on july 27th of this year(2007)...as time as gone on she has found it harder and harder to come on gts and keep dads site up...so i have now took over the up keep of my dads site because at the moment it is just too much for her but i know one day she will be able to come back and thank everyone who has been so kind and left tributes for my dad and lit candles in his memory....my dad took his own life on july 27th he was an alcoholic and deeply deeply depressed...a thousand times we tried to help him but it wasnt enough....i wished there was more help available for people like my dad then maybe we would still have him here with us ..it makes me so angry that people sit there and say....oh pull your self together....or....you dont need to drink......i say...untill you have watched it destroy one of your loved ones...DONT JUDGE...my dad god love him tried so hard but in the end he gave up.....we will never know the true reasons why my dad committed suicide i dont think we ever will....but i do know we miss him and would give anything to see his face one more time.....go with peace dad...we love you..xxxxx
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WITH A PARCEL ON IT'S WINGS,
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well dad you came through for me didnt you when i kept getting rushed back in hospital after my op i knew you wouldnt let me down the last time they thought they had lost me but i know it was you who got me through it i was so scared dad but i knew you were up there watching me my mum has been brilliant as has martin they have been my rocks my mum is my world dad as i know she was yours i cant even put into words what that woman means to me i love her that much that every time i think about her it brings tears to my eyes and my husband is my soul mate i never thought i would find but i did he is my everything then there is my reason for living my two geprgeous sons your grandsons nathan and daniel well nay is a man now dad he is huge he leaves school and starts collage this year i am so so proud of him he has come such a long way since we moved over here then theres my baby danny well not such a baby anymore hey dad he is 13 this year he has started taikwando and armycadets which he started this week he is always on the go and i am also so proud of him my only regret is that your not here to see them grow and what they have achived you would be so proud dad i dont come on here often as i find it so so hard ive even got lots of pictures in frames of you ready to go on the wall but i just cant do it yet dad in my mind if i dont put them up and i cant see you then your not just a face in a picture your still my dad that i lived far away from as i still cant accept your gone and your not ,not realy dad are you because theres part of you in all of us and in my heart please keep an eye on my mum dad and make her safe i love you both so so bad it hurts speak to you soon dad love you with all my heart two ton tessie xxxxxx
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where do i start dad first let me say please dont think ive forgotten you because i havent i just find it so so hard dad do you know i still to this day can not and never will accept your gone it hurts so much its like a pain ive never felt before i cant explain it my hurt hurts so so bad and i still see you every time i close my eyes and in my dreams but its my dreams that hurt the most dad as they make me believe that your still here and just for those few hours while im asleep the hurt isnt there because im with you but then i wake up and the hurt is even worse than before people say that it gets easier with time not for me it doesnt dad i will never ever ever get over loosing you you were my hero i still cant understand why dad but then i guess i never will just know this that i love you so so much and that i always will i dont think you ever knew how much you were truly loved did you dad well you were more than you will ever know and dad do me a favour my boy needs you right now so you watch over him yeah and make sure he is ok as my boys are my world and he dont deserve what them bullies are doing to him dad so please help him dad i love you i realy realy do love with all my heart and sole your two ton tessie hey dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
dad
I want so much for you to be here right now dad, i miss you so much. Its really huting, please send me the strengh to cope , i know you are watching. I love and miss you very much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I miss you dad
Well dad its getting near to that time and i really dont know what to do, i thought it would get easier but it seems to be getting harder i would give anything to just hug you and tell you it will all be ok and im going to look after you but i will have to cope with just your memory xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
miss you dad
hi dad, i miss you more and more each day it's nearly a year on now i thought with time it would'nt hurt so much but it seems to hurt more more each day. I really miss you dad its not the same with out you. My baby is 5years old tomorrow dad and i wish you was here to help us celebrate. I really need you dad i tell people im ok but they dont really know whats going on in my head, i would give anything to for you to be here to tell everything is going to be ok, losing a parent is one of the hardest things that you could go through but to lose you the way that i did dad its really hard knowing that you were in so much pain that you felt the need to do what you did, you could have come to me for help dad, i would have done anything to keep you with us all. i hope that one day we get to meet up again dad, im wishing for that much at least xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
i love you dad
hi dad sorry i not been on for a couple of days i been really busy. its megans birthday next thursday, please watch over my baby for me dad she's my every thing i cant believe she is nearly 5years old. it's really hard with out you dad but i know with megan at my side im going to be more than alright she's a little diamond, love you millions dad but i miss you more xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
i miss you dad
hi dad sorry i have not been on for a while been busy with megan and her school. any way dad i need you to watch over two people for me, number one is mum, she is going into hospital to have her eye sorted out, please look after her for me, and the next is my best friend michelle she really needs some body to look after her she is going into hospital tomorrow so please day stay with her and bring her home safetly please. i cant believe its been nearly a year dad i would give anything to hug you one more time, i love and miss you with all my heart dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi there gt alls good over here,gone but never forgotten love ya mate take care love kate and of corse al xx
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